Carlito, Carlito! Gimme some salsa to my carrots!

Anonymous asked: Oh my God, it's beautiful! The only thing is I wished they would've showed more joking around, like when the boys change up the lyrics and make jokes, you know? It was still amazazing though :) They all sound so beautiful live :)

Ah, yeah, I love the joking around too.. :) I can’t wait to see it!!!
And yes, they do sound amazing live! :)
Xxx

Anonymous asked: I was just watching the concert dvd, and then I got up here and you'd posted another chapter of Don't Forget Me, and was like 'YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Best day of my life!"

Hahaha :D Thank you! Seems really fresking prefect! :)
How was the live DVD????
Xxx

Don’t forget me - chapter 4

“God, I’m so nervous!” Niall said in a shaky voice.
“Niall, you’ve done this a million times.” Liam said comforting and patted the Irish lad on the shoulder.
Niall gave him a smile before he looked at Harry.
“How are you doing, Harry?” He said in a concerned voice. “You’ve seemed a bit distanced for a few weeks now…?” He raised a questioning eyebrow.
Harry forced himself to smile towards Niall.
“I’m fine.” He said with a reassuring smile. “Really, I am!”
Niall gave him a big smile and started talking to Zayn instead. He was the kind of guy who accepted any excuse.
Though when he glanced at Liam and Louis, who were standing on his left, he saw that he hadn’t convinced any of them. But he didn’t have to explain anything to them. At least not yet, so he just gave them a bright smile and then walked over to Zayn and Niall to join their carefree conversation.

“No, we can’t make up our minds. ‘Cause when we think we got it right, we go na na na!”

Harry gave the audience a huge smile as they finished the song. He’d managed the whole concert without forgetting the lyrics to any of the songs. He waved to a few girls in the front row and they screamed their lungs of by happiness.

“So…” Liam began. “Thank you so much for coming here tonight, and we hope you’ve had as fun as we have.”
The audience screamed on the top of their lungs to prove that indeed they had.
Liam chuckled at the massive noise before he continued.
“Unfortunately, this is our last song.” He said and got interrupted by the sound of disapproval. “I think you can guess which one it is..” He continued with a smile on his lips.

The audience screamed once again as the familiar riff came on and they all sang along as Liam started to sing.
“You’re insecure. Don’t know what for, you’re turning heads when you walk through the door…”

“Baby you light up my world like nobody else..” Almost the whole arena went quiet when Harry started to sing his solo. Only a few screams and the sound of Harry’s voice was heard.
“The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed. But…” Harry swallowed thickly as he couldn’t recall the last of the words. How could he not remember the words? He felt his knees grow weak…
But all of a sudden he felt a strong arm around his waist.
“Woooops…” He heard the familiar voice of Louis say. “Seems like Harry here forgot the words…” He continued with a loving smile towards Harry.
The audience “awwww”ed and started singing his solo for him. Harry managed to give them a small smile and leaned in to hide his face in the crook of Louis’ neck. The audience thought it was from embarrassment, but it wasn’t. He did it because he couldn’t let the audience and the boys see how he was about to have a breakdown.

“You don’t know. You don’t know you’re beautiful. You don’t know you’re beautiful, that’s what makes you beautiful!”
The other boys finished the song while Harry stayed hidden in the safe crook of Louis’ neck.
Though when the song had ended he looked up and used all of his willpower to smile and wave at the audience, before he escaped off the stage.

When he came backstage, he couldn’t hold the tears in any longer and they started to fall freely. He couldn’t let the others see him like this, he thought, so he ran down the corridor and ignored the voices that called after him. It took him a lot of strength not to turn back when he heard Louis’ voice call his name. All he wanted to do was to follow that voice and run into the arms of the person it belonged to.
But he couldn’t. Not now. So he kept on running down the hall, searching for a place to cry peacefully.

He came to a large restroom far down the corridor and he walked into one of the cubicles and sat down on top of on of the toilets and just let it all out.
He didn’t hear the quiet steps as Louis entered the restroom. And he didn’t notice he was no longer alone until he felt a hand on his back.
Startled he looked up and saw Louis standing there with a worried look on his face. That look only made it worse for Harry and he started crying even harder that before. Louis didn’t ask anything, but simply sat down in his lap and hugged him tightly.

It wasn’t until Harry finally, after several minutes, stopped crying that Louis leaned back and placed a small kiss on top of Harry’s head.
“What is it Haz?” He said against Harry’s curls. “You only forgot a bit of the lyrics. It’s not a big deal.” He drew back and smiled towards Harry.
“It’s not the only the lyrics.” Harry managed to say.
“What?” Louis said with a confused look. “What are you talking about, Harry?”
Harry sighed and closed his eyes for a second. He had to tell Louis.
“I mean, it’s not only the lyrics that I’m forgetting. I’m forgetting all of it. Everything I’ve ever done, my friends, my family, everything. Even you.” He said quietly.
Louis just looked at him, still confused.
“I… don’t get it.” He said slowly.
“Louis. I’m forgetting everything!” Harry suddenly exploded. “I’ve got fucking Alzheimer’s!!!” He screamed.
Louis looked a bit taken aback, but Harry didn’t know if it was because of the screaming, Harry never screamed at Louis, or the news.
He took a few calming breaths to regain himself.
“So…” Louis began slowly. “When did you find this out?”
“About four weeks ago.” Harry said and suddenly felt very guilty for not telling Louis. “I noticed I started forgetting things. Things I shouldn’t be forgetting. So I went to a doctor and she confirmed that I have a rare case of Early Alzheimer’s. Harry swallowed and awaited Louis’ reaction.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Louis said. He didn’t look mad, just disappointed.
“Because, I was afraid you’d leave me and never talk to me again.” Harry said. “I mean, who would want to be together with a person who is losing all of his memories?!” Harry said, voice a bit louder.
He got interrupted by a pair of lips firmly pressed against his own. He closed his eyes and simply enjoyed the moment.
“I would never leave you, and you know that!” Louis mumbled against Harry’s lips. And when Louis drew aback Harry knew that his fears had been totally unnecessary. Louis wouldn’t leave him for anything in the world. He smiled at Louis before leaning in to kiss him again.
Louis responded to the kiss, but soon leaned away. Harry moaned in displeasure. But looked up to see what Louis wanted.
“How long?” Louis said. “How long before you…” He fell into silence.
“About four months.” Harry said in a quiet voice. “Five, if I’m lucky.”
“Four months…” Louis said in a weak voice.
He was quiet for such a long time that Harry would have thought he’d left if he couldn’t see him right in front of him.
“Well, then we’ll just hope you’re lucky enough to get five months.” Louis said with an attempt to a cheerful smile. But he couldn’t keep the mask for very long. Tears started to build up in his eyes and soon they were quietly falling down Louis’ cheeks.
Though they didn’t come very far, because Harry leaned in and kissed away every single one of them and each time a new came rolling, he kissed it away too. He continued to do so until there came no more tears, then he moved his lips and pressed them lightly upon Louis’. At first there was no response, but after a while, Louis started to kiss him back. It didn’t take long before Louis had his fingers entangled in Harry’s curls and Harry had his hands firmly placed on Louis’ hips.
The kiss was growing more and more intense, when they heard someone call for them out in the corridor.
They slowly parted, and smiled at eachother. Louis climbed of Harry’s lap and stood up. Harry stood up too and they walked out of the cubicle. Once they were out in the restroom again, Harry felt Louis entangle his fingers with Harry’s. He took Louis hand in a firm grip, and together they walked out of the restroom.
As long as you are by my side, I can get through this, Harry thought with a smile.

I’m posting chapter 4 of “Don’t forget me” tonight…